Healing The Universe - Current Installment

SPACEHOLDER'S SPACE™

WORKING AND PLAYING WITH ENERGY by Tracey Ruggiero

EXHALE

June 2005 EDITION

The last month has been incredibly interesting for many reasons. As the title states, I truly feel that in the last few days I have finally been able to Exhale. Is it possible to be tossed around continually while holding your breath? I think so! The energy felt tightly wound and at the same time sporadic and unpredictable. I myself felt edgy, disconnected, sore in my muscles, jaw and ears, and tired...oh so tired! The energy for me shifted last week. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU...clarity once again. The voices are back in my head (for some this is not good…lolol). I feel clear, alert and right on track. Oh, did I mention that the track moved in another direction? During this recent "shift" when all I felt was Yuck, some interesting stuff was moving out and in. It seems that I can no longer ignore the consistent cosmic nudges from the Universe to start working more closely with children. Those who know me understand that I have been resistant to this because I made sure in MY contract that I would NOT like children. This has become a joke since I love my daughter very much and truly feel I have a strong understanding of the special children already here on the planet and of those coming in. I have already started to integrate and add a specific focus regarding the children in my work.

The other interesting thing that came out of this period is the understanding that my time at Everwood is almost over. This is very sad and it came as a bit of a shock since it's such a beautiful country setting and feels so much like home to me. Although I don't know all the reasons why, I have a deep sense that there is very good reason for this change and that by letting go it allows me to attain an even higher dream. Recently, I was told by spirit that I Dream Small. Well, this new phase has me working on DREAMING BIG. I'm sure there is more to share, but as always, everything happens so quickly (even when it feels slow) that by the time I sit down to write this, many things are like a faded memory. For those of you reading this right now, I ask that you take a deep breathe and EXHALE...

Espavo,

Tracey